Welcome 2019 - My 2019 Goals

Better late then ever with this post am i right lol !!

Iv put together a list of Goals id love to achieve by the end of 2019 hopefully my 2019 roundup post I'll off completed some of these and not failed. 

1. Get healthier 

This goes without saying if you saw my why i don't upload to youtube anymore then you will know I'm not comfortable with the way i look so next week iv booked in to start clubbersize (I'm hoping I'll like it as its to cold for Aqua Fusion at the moment) I'm not looking to lose a load of weight maybe two dress sizes fingers crossed. 

2. Start saying no 

I say yes to a lot of things which is good but some of them make me feel really anxious and i only say yes to not hurt anyone's feelings but this year i need to put myself first and if it means someones upset with me then I'm sorry but its better then me being a anxious mess all day.

3. Grow my blog 

I have no excuse not to do this. I have planned blog content until may (: 

4. Change my hair 

I think I'm getting tired of being blonde it always goes wrong whenever i dye it i ended up bleaching it the other month and it went yellow its only just started to look like a normal blonde and my roots need doing again *insert face palm emoji here* 

5. find a singing group 

I used to belong to one and i loved it. Music is a big part of my life and i love singing. 

6. Actually use my iPod

My mum bought me a new one a couple of Christmas's ago once she saw how i had to charge my ipod touch (i had to dangle it over a counter for it to actually charge) and iv hardly used it. i need to update the songs and charge it. its in my bag but I'm using spotify at the moment (the free version I'm not paying £9.99 when i have a iPod lol)  

7. Go to more concerts this year 

Technically iv already failed this one as no-one will come with me to see Olly Murs or Westlife but i am going to see Rocky Horror in Feb (: 

8. Tattoo ? 

 Iv been saying for years i want a tattoo. I actually want two one that is personal to me and the New York Sky Line one on my wrist one on my arm. The reason i haven't yet is I'm very afraid of needles. 

9. Pass my drivers test 

This really should of been number one but to be honest these are not in order I'm done messing around saying oh this year il book and pass its a matter of i need to. I finish work at 11pm most days and its becoming annoying having to get the tram and then wait for my connecting bus at 11:20pm plus its cold at the moment it takes me a good 45 Min's to get home but if i drove it would only take me 15 Min's its a no brainer really. 

10. Save money 

 This is one i actually nailed last year i opened another bank account up just for savings and im working my way to a deposit for a house and furniture. 

Goodbye 2017 (A Roundup)

Iv never done a roundup of my year before i normally just post my new year resolutions and that's it but iv been seeing quite a few people doing a roundup on snapchat and instagram and a few goodbye 2017 blogpost's so i thought id combine all that and write a blogpost. 
I'll apologise now i lead a very boring life so in this round up no holidays or weekends away lol

January 

I haven't got a kind word to say about January what started of as food poisoning turned in to either a viral infection or the sickness and diarrhoea bug which then turned in to the hacking cough safe to say by the end of January i was fed up of being ill and *touch wood* i don't get ill this January. 

February


I turned another year older and had my annual birthday meal at Damon's with the family. Spent far to much money at meadowhall and basically celebrated my birthday for the whole month it was fantastic (: 

March 

Saw me and kirsty going to see Olly murs and having the best night if you'd like to see the vlog then click Here it was also the first time i had put someone other then me or Milo or Blake in a vlog which was a big deal for me. 

April 



Sheffield united finally after 6 years in league one they finally moved up to the championship very happy about the result and they have played well this year and show no signs of moving back to league one (Sorry to all you none football fans for this post) this was also the month i had horrific toothache that i moaned about on twitter (Again sorry for that to lol)

May
Nothing worth noting for may according to my facebook lol

June



This sexy album was released and it quickly became the only thing i played for about 3 months. I also third wheeled with kirsty and her boyfriend to see despicable me 3 which was a lot better then the trailer had lead me to believe. 

July 

  








After months of waiting for sky to start showing season 5 it finally came back on in July (: 

August 

Was good and bad i had way to many trips to Costa Taylor released look what you made me do I found alcohol free koppenburg which is amazing but i also didn't get the job at mothercare after the second interview which bummed me out for the rest of august. 


September

My cousin turned 30 and i went for my first ever carvery it was amazing i bought a candle that makes me hungry everytime i light it i saw a rainbow and matalan was the first shop to have their Christmas stuff online which made me very festive indeed (: 

October

I saw the best sunset that i think iv ever seen and yes that photo is unedited i bought another candle that didn't make me hungry when it was lit but didn't burn evenly so that made me annoyed lol. Ben and Jerry's finally brought the vegan ice cream to the uk and its amazing tastes exactly like normal ice cream and finally the new £10 came out and i didn't like them as they felt fake. (this is the content you came to read isn't it lol)

November 

 i had a interview at a supermarket little did i know that 2 weeks later i would get the message to say i got the job which i love  (: 26th November saw me have my induction with others and the 29th saw me start my first shift oh and it was bonfire night (: 

December 

Work was busy i was doing a lot of overtime. I started blogmas but failed this year due to many things it was Christmas which meant Christmas dinner (: 

This is my year round up hope you enjoyed reading it and i didn't bore you to much (: 

Happy New Year x

Becki x

Welcome to 2107 - New Years Resolutions

This post was going up on the 1st of January but seems the new year had other plans. 
It really was a crappy start to the new year :/ It seems i either got food poisoning from the Chinese or i contracted a bug lovely so for the last 3 days the toilet has been my best friend and my worse enemy sorry for the tmi if you follow me on twitter then you'd know iv been complaining lol. 
Today i feel a bit better *touches wood* so i wanted to get this written and up before its to late. 

1. I say this every year and i sort off do until my birthday and then thats it but this year i really want to make a effort to do it.

2. Start working out this goes hand in hand with number one and iv sort of already started this last year i attend aqua zumba every Tuesday and its really good fun i think i may do a blog post about it. 

3. Work on my blog and Youtube and not leave it months and months. I do this all the time. Doing blogmas i got a good response and id like to keep that going by posting more on my blog. Same with my youtube i normally upload in December then leave it till February upload my birthday vlog then leave it again thats not what i want to do this year id love to see my subscribers grow and my views grow both on my blog and youtube.

4.To keep my bedroom tidy this is something that i struggle with i hate mess but my room always seems to be messy and i have no idea why i blame my cat milo lol.

5. Stop stressing and worrying about the little things - now this is easier said then done im the worse for it. If the bus is late i worry and stress until i get there which in turn makes me anxious and thats just one of the ways i worry and stress so i want to get better at dealing with all 3 in 2017.

6. To say yes - now im not talking about saying yes to anything illegal. I mean to doing more things my friends invite me out a lot and 9/10 times i say no especially when even though im with my friends they might invite their friends and then i worry stress and get anxious then put myself in a bad mood and end up missing out. Other examples are treating myself i always tell myself i dont need the new mascara as i have a couple at home or i dont need the bag or something like that and i always end up regretting it and then putting myself in a bad mood its swings and round about's. 

I hope i stick to these this year as i can honestly say i didn't this year. Let me know your Resolutions (: 

becki x