Reasons Why Men Suck

I'm not saying its all guys , most of you are probably very nice , it just seems to be i meet the shit guys or the guys who start out lovely then show their true colours (these are the worst). 

If you are a guy and your reading this I'm pretty sure you could write a post on why women suck and to be fair some women do.

1/. They only want sex !!

I'm not a prude i love sex as much as the next person but i am sick and tired of talking to guys and all they want to do is get in to my pants !!. I think they really want to get to know me and he likes me as we are meeting up and talking everyday but he's only doing that as he thinks I'm going to let him fuck me. I'm not naive i knew if i had given in and said yes that would off been it he would of had his fun and i would of been left hurt and angry - Apparently not just my experience from research. 

2/. They can become nasty and hurtful 

Following on from they just want sex if you do turn them down regardless of reason not all men may i just add just immature ones who will start saying hurtful stuff 
E.G - I was only doing it for a bet 
You wont get anyone better then me (newsflash men we do)
No-one will fuck you you fat beach whale and so on. Now these do not affect me in fact they make me laugh but imagine if you said it to a girl and she believed all those things or shes in a bad state she could do something maybe something irreversible just think next time guys. 

3/.They are liars 

They say things you want to hear , They tell you that they are single or just not ready to date yet. 
My personal Fave (this happened to me today)
You think they are still single and in to you as your working out when you can next see him due to working shifts and talking to him everyday only to find out via instagram that hes in a relationship and only tells you when you confront him !! I'm almost positive he wouldn't of told me if i hadn't of confronted him. 

I'm almost 99.9% sure the guy iv just told you about ^^ doesn't know i have a blog i have mentioned no names as I'm not nasty and if you are reading this and you know the last one is about you i promise I'm not being nasty and its not a swipe at you the rest of the post isn't about you it's just the Instagram bit. I will say i thank the guy for bringing me out of my comfort zone and making me try new things and for making me less anxious when i met up with you you have comfort zen about you. If im being totally honest you did inspire this post when i found out but that's it.


Please tell me that some decent guys exist ?? 


Becki x

Welcome 2019 - My 2019 Goals

Better late then ever with this post am i right lol !!

Iv put together a list of Goals id love to achieve by the end of 2019 hopefully my 2019 roundup post I'll off completed some of these and not failed. 

1. Get healthier 

This goes without saying if you saw my why i don't upload to youtube anymore then you will know I'm not comfortable with the way i look so next week iv booked in to start clubbersize (I'm hoping I'll like it as its to cold for Aqua Fusion at the moment) I'm not looking to lose a load of weight maybe two dress sizes fingers crossed. 

2. Start saying no 

I say yes to a lot of things which is good but some of them make me feel really anxious and i only say yes to not hurt anyone's feelings but this year i need to put myself first and if it means someones upset with me then I'm sorry but its better then me being a anxious mess all day.

3. Grow my blog 

I have no excuse not to do this. I have planned blog content until may (: 

4. Change my hair 

I think I'm getting tired of being blonde it always goes wrong whenever i dye it i ended up bleaching it the other month and it went yellow its only just started to look like a normal blonde and my roots need doing again *insert face palm emoji here* 

5. find a singing group 

I used to belong to one and i loved it. Music is a big part of my life and i love singing. 

6. Actually use my iPod

My mum bought me a new one a couple of Christmas's ago once she saw how i had to charge my ipod touch (i had to dangle it over a counter for it to actually charge) and iv hardly used it. i need to update the songs and charge it. its in my bag but I'm using spotify at the moment (the free version I'm not paying £9.99 when i have a iPod lol)  

7. Go to more concerts this year 

Technically iv already failed this one as no-one will come with me to see Olly Murs or Westlife but i am going to see Rocky Horror in Feb (: 

8. Tattoo ? 

 Iv been saying for years i want a tattoo. I actually want two one that is personal to me and the New York Sky Line one on my wrist one on my arm. The reason i haven't yet is I'm very afraid of needles. 

9. Pass my drivers test 

This really should of been number one but to be honest these are not in order I'm done messing around saying oh this year il book and pass its a matter of i need to. I finish work at 11pm most days and its becoming annoying having to get the tram and then wait for my connecting bus at 11:20pm plus its cold at the moment it takes me a good 45 Min's to get home but if i drove it would only take me 15 Min's its a no brainer really. 

10. Save money 

 This is one i actually nailed last year i opened another bank account up just for savings and im working my way to a deposit for a house and furniture. 

Primark Haul September 2018

So it's been a while hasn't it ... I'm not going to go in to reasons why as that's boring so i thought id come back with a good old fashioned Primark Haul. I mean who doesn't love a Primark Haul ??

Primark Fake Nails both £1

I can't go in to primark without looking at the fake nails. They are just so easy to wear and you don't have to worry about chipping and if done correctly they can last a few weeks and for £1-3 Pounds they are much cheaper then getting your nails done every 3-6 weeks. 

Friends Fridge Magnets £5


I'm not the worlds biggest friends fan (she says re watching the show on netflix for the 34324 time) but when i saw these i had to have them (: They are fridge magnets but i have them on my radiator my two faves have to be Hugsy and the iconic purple door (: 

Lounge Pants £5

These ''lounge pants'' or PJ bottoms as i call them are the thing of dreams they are so comfy. They fit like a dream , they are cuffed at the ankle which is perfect , you can wear them out and they look like joggers (deffo not done that down to the local shop) and for £5 you cannot go wrong. 

Toy Story Alien Hot Water Bottle £8

I have no idea where this obsession with the aliens from Toy Story has come from but i want everything to do with the Toy Story Aliens so when i saw this on DisneyFinds Instagram i knew i had to have it. Its so soft and cuddly which is perfect for the colder months ahead or for that time of the month or for aches and pains in general. It's £8 which for a Disney Item i feel is quite cheap as you could pay a lot more if it was from the Disney Store. They had loads of them in at the Meadowhall Primark so hopefully they should still have some if your from the South Yorkshire area (: 

Reusable Disney Bag £2


After months of buying 5P and 10P and 50P bags every time i go shopping i have finally bought a reusable bag and of course it had to be a Disney one (: £2 is a good investment to save me buying bag after bag especially since i work in a supermarket and always seem to be buying things when iv finished my shift then wonder where all my wages have gone.

 
6 Way Nail Buffers £1

I don't like filing my nails as the sound goes through me so i always buy nail buffers but these are like nail files and i cant use them which is a shame but my mum loves them so at least they haven't gone to waste (: I'll stick to the poundland ones in future. 

Cushion Sole Shoe Liners 3 Pack £2.00

Does anyone else buy socks and then can't find a simple pair ?? because this happens to me all the time !! Now its getting colder i have started to wear socks with my work shoes (£4 primark shoes that they class as slippers I'm guessing its the style of them can you tell why I'm not a fashion blogger) i prefer my socks to have some sort of cushion in them as when i do a 4 or 6 or a 8 hour shift at some point I'll be on self scan my feet need the comfort they don't like to be stood up for long.

Mickey Mouse pen £2 

£2 for this pen !! if you went to the Disney Store or any off the parks I'm guessing it would be double if not triple for something like this (its been a few years since iv been to the parks)
The intention for this was to use it for work as i always lose my pens or leave them on whatever till I'm on and i always need a pen at work for writing down my breaks when i finish signing flights out putting in for overtime and doing cash back and this was then pen but living in my work fleece pocket most of the time Mickeys head fell off  ): so now its just a pen i use at home which is a shame as i love the pen its just not suitable for work. 

Friends Pj Short Set £6


Primark are now doing a 2XL which is awesome because as iv said before in videos a 18-20 fits but on somethings i could of done with that extra bit of fabric. I bought these in a 2XL to test the sizing but it turns out that i could of done with the 18-20 as the top was big and i was flashing my boobs at my family until my mum did something with a needle and the straps and now it fits better (: The whole PJ set only cost £6 which is a bargain if you ask me (: 

I hope you enjoyed my little haul (: 

Becki x

Life Update

Because iv not posted in so long everything i write doesn't look right. I think iv put to much pressure on myself to come back with a bang so to speak. But as I'm writing this I'm realising that this is a life update it doesn't have to be all fancy so here goes. 

What have i been up to since i last posted almost 2 months ago ??

I turned another year older on the 6th February. 

Also on the 6th of Feb I got a Syrian hamster called bear who's slowly coming around to being tamed she will take treats off me and let me stroke her but that's it at the moment she is still very young i think she was about 6-8 weeks when i got her from pets at home.I'm also making her a bigger cage which i think I'm going to do both a video and a post on. 

Since getting another hamster after Cloudy passed in 2015 iv found myself watching countless hamster videos on youtube i really like Erins Animals and HammyLux 

I caught the cold bug from someone at work and my voice decided to give up which is great when you work on a checkout in retail !! 

My laptop decided that it was going to give up and not load certain things up so that is the main reason why iv not posted as iv had no means to but my brand new laptop came this morning woo !! its the HP Stream 14inch in blue and I'm in love with it (:

Iv been getting to grips with my new schedule for work and trying to figure out self scan im ok with it i just can't put the receipt paper in !! no matter how many times I'm shown i still cannot get the hang off it which is annoying.

And today Milo (my cat) put her big brave boots on and actually came in to the living room while the dog was in there (my dog and cat do not get on so this was amazing) it only lasted a few minutes as i think Blake (the dog) was jealous of me stroking Milo and went to chase her !! (he didn't get her she ran upstairs and i got his collar) but I'm so proud of Milo (: 

So that's my life update completely boring but i wanted to explain where iv been and what iv been doing (: 

Becki x 

Hello June

I feel like everyone is saying this but i cannot believe that we are halfway through the year already. But on the plus side that means in 3 months Christmas stuff will be rolling out in stores and online (:

I say this every month (i normally put a hello month on instagram) but i really hope that June is kind to me i have 5 good things going on this month which I'm looking forward to (: 

- My brothers birthday as a family we go out for pizza at pizza hut chesseless for me (: 

- The besties birthday although i wont be celebrating the day with her like normal i will be seeing her that night for aqua zumba (: 

-Meadowhall trip with my mum followed by a Costa catch up with her (:

-Orange is the new black is back this month (: 

-Chicago Fire finally has a air date of 4th July (:

Goals for this month

-Stop snacking at night I'm terrible for it i work out twice a week and undo all that with all the snacks i eat at night. I don't think i could stop having a snack at night so i think I'm going to swap my unhealthy snacks out for healthy and semi healthy snacks (:

- Not to be upset that aqua zumba is ending but be happy that its changing in to something called aqua fusion (: (side note if your in the Sheffield area and would like to come to aqua fusion it will start in July and be on a Tuesday at Ponds Forge at 7:20pm (: )

-Find Milo a friend either a kitten or a hamster iv noticed over the past couple of months shes becoming lonely she will just stare at walls and mew constantly and her favorite new thing to do is pee on my bed !! 

- Find a new job i need more hours i don't want to be working full time i don't think my anxiety could handle that just a nice little part time job which is more then 8 hours which I'm doing now

- Post on my blog at least once a week iv been so bad at posting and i have no one to blame but myself

Let me know what your goals are for this month (: 

Becki x

Music Faves - February

Id like to start a new series on my blog. Music is a big part of my life and it seems silly not to feature it on my blog.

This will be a monthly post as a round up of all the music i have loved over the month whether its new releases old releases or just music iv not stopped listening to (:


Chained to the rhythm - Katy Perry

This is a fairly new song and its fast becoming one of my favorites i find myself listening to it on repeat on spotify daily.

Dirty Laundry - All time low

Now i wasn't a big fan off this when i first heard it as it didn't seem like all time low (before you all shout at me All time low is one of my fave bands) it just sounded like Alex Gaskarth had gone solo but the more i listened to it the more i found myself humming it or singing the chorus and now i love it and cant wait to see them preform it live (:


























Back around - Olly Murs

As im writing this its only 12 days till i see him live (: (10th march @ sheffield arena) if your going come say hey if you see me (: . Iv been listening to the 24 hrs album again so i know them in case he does ones hes not released yet and im not stood there going whats this one and iv fallen back in love with this song and the one below (:

Years and years - Olly Murs

The next two surprised me aswell you know when spotify think its being helpful and will suggest tracks for you to listen most of the time i skip them as they are never what i want to listen to but when these two came up it automatically brought me back to a simpler time when gameboys were a thing and this game came out and i loved it and the soundtrack (: 

So good and so what - Bratz 

They are just really good feel good songs go and listen to them and youll see what i mean (:

Million Reasons - Lady Gaga 

I have no idea why i love this song so much as im currently single af lol but i love the words and its become one of my most played songs 

These are my music faves for February. Any of my music faves that you like. Let me know in the comments below (: 


becki x