Welcome 2019 - My 2019 Goals

Better late then ever with this post am i right lol !!

Iv put together a list of Goals id love to achieve by the end of 2019 hopefully my 2019 roundup post I'll off completed some of these and not failed. 

1. Get healthier 

This goes without saying if you saw my why i don't upload to youtube anymore then you will know I'm not comfortable with the way i look so next week iv booked in to start clubbersize (I'm hoping I'll like it as its to cold for Aqua Fusion at the moment) I'm not looking to lose a load of weight maybe two dress sizes fingers crossed. 

2. Start saying no 

I say yes to a lot of things which is good but some of them make me feel really anxious and i only say yes to not hurt anyone's feelings but this year i need to put myself first and if it means someones upset with me then I'm sorry but its better then me being a anxious mess all day.

3. Grow my blog 

I have no excuse not to do this. I have planned blog content until may (: 

4. Change my hair 

I think I'm getting tired of being blonde it always goes wrong whenever i dye it i ended up bleaching it the other month and it went yellow its only just started to look like a normal blonde and my roots need doing again *insert face palm emoji here* 

5. find a singing group 

I used to belong to one and i loved it. Music is a big part of my life and i love singing. 

6. Actually use my iPod

My mum bought me a new one a couple of Christmas's ago once she saw how i had to charge my ipod touch (i had to dangle it over a counter for it to actually charge) and iv hardly used it. i need to update the songs and charge it. its in my bag but I'm using spotify at the moment (the free version I'm not paying £9.99 when i have a iPod lol)  

7. Go to more concerts this year 

Technically iv already failed this one as no-one will come with me to see Olly Murs or Westlife but i am going to see Rocky Horror in Feb (: 

8. Tattoo ? 

 Iv been saying for years i want a tattoo. I actually want two one that is personal to me and the New York Sky Line one on my wrist one on my arm. The reason i haven't yet is I'm very afraid of needles. 

9. Pass my drivers test 

This really should of been number one but to be honest these are not in order I'm done messing around saying oh this year il book and pass its a matter of i need to. I finish work at 11pm most days and its becoming annoying having to get the tram and then wait for my connecting bus at 11:20pm plus its cold at the moment it takes me a good 45 Min's to get home but if i drove it would only take me 15 Min's its a no brainer really. 

10. Save money 

 This is one i actually nailed last year i opened another bank account up just for savings and im working my way to a deposit for a house and furniture. 

Welcome to 2107 - New Years Resolutions

This post was going up on the 1st of January but seems the new year had other plans. 
It really was a crappy start to the new year :/ It seems i either got food poisoning from the Chinese or i contracted a bug lovely so for the last 3 days the toilet has been my best friend and my worse enemy sorry for the tmi if you follow me on twitter then you'd know iv been complaining lol. 
Today i feel a bit better *touches wood* so i wanted to get this written and up before its to late. 

1. I say this every year and i sort off do until my birthday and then thats it but this year i really want to make a effort to do it.

2. Start working out this goes hand in hand with number one and iv sort of already started this last year i attend aqua zumba every Tuesday and its really good fun i think i may do a blog post about it. 

3. Work on my blog and Youtube and not leave it months and months. I do this all the time. Doing blogmas i got a good response and id like to keep that going by posting more on my blog. Same with my youtube i normally upload in December then leave it till February upload my birthday vlog then leave it again thats not what i want to do this year id love to see my subscribers grow and my views grow both on my blog and youtube.

4.To keep my bedroom tidy this is something that i struggle with i hate mess but my room always seems to be messy and i have no idea why i blame my cat milo lol.

5. Stop stressing and worrying about the little things - now this is easier said then done im the worse for it. If the bus is late i worry and stress until i get there which in turn makes me anxious and thats just one of the ways i worry and stress so i want to get better at dealing with all 3 in 2017.

6. To say yes - now im not talking about saying yes to anything illegal. I mean to doing more things my friends invite me out a lot and 9/10 times i say no especially when even though im with my friends they might invite their friends and then i worry stress and get anxious then put myself in a bad mood and end up missing out. Other examples are treating myself i always tell myself i dont need the new mascara as i have a couple at home or i dont need the bag or something like that and i always end up regretting it and then putting myself in a bad mood its swings and round about's. 

I hope i stick to these this year as i can honestly say i didn't this year. Let me know your Resolutions (: 

becki x